Today I stood in my room for 15 minutes just contemplating the disaster that it is in.... just wondering what to do. Everything is in a state of disorganization. I want it clean. CLEAN! But I don't have the slightest idea of how to attack it, so it remains status quo. It stays a disaster and I avoid it at all costs.
My life is in total shambles I feel. I know what I need to do... I think. I don't want stability, or anything that lofty in my life, but I do have dreams, wonderful dreams that I want to become reality but all I do is stand and stare at them, begging me to make them a reality. I have no idea how to reach out and grab them... I'm so afraid to just take the plunge.
So my room, and my life .... status quo.
Chaotic, yet never moving.
I'm ready for movement, I'm ready for true, unadultered chaos.
There is nothing stable in the world; uproar's your only music. ~John Keats
Bring on the storm
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