Dancing with the spectres

Somehow I thought it would be different,
staring into the chasm and the void,
but the winds are still howling, smashing,
and bringing me no closer to the place
I wish to go.

Somehow I thought I would be stronger,
after tempests and struggles and wars,
but I'm just another animal lost in the void
with no way to get me closer to the place
I wish to go.

Somehow I thought you'd be here by now,
showing me the sun and the stars,
but I'm just another face in the crowd of
empty faces no closer to the place
I wish to go.

I don't know. Just some random thoughts. I'm having..... I don't know. I guess things will develop how there are meant to.